Clearing Dark Smoke and showing up vulnerably strong

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Sunday Yoga Training Journal Blog Post

Week 1

For those of you following me on Twitch, you know that I started my 200 Hour Yoga Teacher training.
This training is Online and not performed in a resort or on an island which I wished on.
Unfortunately, circumstances did not allow it, though I came to a few realizations on the benefits of my practice thus far.


Approaching Day 6 of Daily Practice, I realize that online training teaches me to implement Yoga life in everyday reality.
I am not in a resort where food is prepared for me daily, and I am given a forced schedule that instructors and gurus create, but instead must prepare my meals, clean my place, work and make money while still finding time to learn the Yoga way and include daily practice.


The self-discipline I am required to have in Yoga is practiced in this form.


Everything happens for a reason, though I still plan to spend 300 hours on an island where I can feel the ocean’s cool breeze on my face.

The picture above I took when I lived on an island for three months in Thailand in 2019.

It could not have come at a better time. Before Yoga, I was feeling completely out of control and not in a stable place. Emotionally out of whack and just wholly hopeless.
Chaotic tantrums of doom approached me and guided me to Yoga. I gave myself a schedule on Twitch and began.
Thankful I did.
I promised myself that no matter what went on in my day and night, I would commit to daily Vinyasa, Hatha Flow and Meditation.

Every day gets more accessible and more challenging. It’s funny to say that a growing duality polarity is expanding my awareness and faith in nothing and everything.

I cried this morning during my Guided Visualisation meditation only after I realized I was on Camera. I Did not give a Sh**T, lol. I thank Yoga for my self Love and non-judgemental perception.

Watching the dark clouded smoke leave my body did something to my soul, and my emotions surfaced through my heart chakra into a lotus at the top of my head. The third eye burning and activated, I feel liberated that Yoga is in my life.

I still have problems, but yet they don’t feel as grave. It doesn’t feel like I have given up, but more like I have detached myself from expectations. Having faith in a grander power, but more importantly, believing in my soul’s evolution and where it’s leading me.

I am emotional as I write this, feeling fear leave my body, surrendering to the Divine and mother earth.

My knee is sore, but I can feel it healing. (I have a knee injury I have been recovering from a soccer phase for the last year or so).

Yoga has grounded the chaotic spiritual channels I receive from the collective and helped me in my psychic readings with clients.

I am more grounded and confident in what I see and able to see the alignment and shift in energy I am experiencing in them and myself.

My faith in Magic has increased, and my belief in self-manifestation so deeply engraved in the soul woken me up. – We genuinely manifest what we desire even if we are unconscious.

Healing through our traumas and allowing the dark smoke of harmful debris to leave our body opens us to life’s miracles and abundant possibilities created by our nourished souls.

Falling in Love with myself daily, I look forward to Week 2 of Yoga Training.

Namaste

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